Wednesday, March 28, 2012

my heart doesn't ache; sometimes though it rages

I loved and admired Adrienne Rich. She was very, very strong. It was good to read her tonight, considering this week and everything.

This week and everything. I shouldn't be so dramatic because I have very good things. I feel finally like I'm actually beginning to make progress on a lot of fronts. Maybe this has been going on for a while. Maybe it's the spring. Maybe somebody told me something I needed to hear today. It's always baby steps, but there are a couple seriously good things. One of them is that I've been working really hard on my book. Another is that I still hold the Faerielight of Tuvestar. So, yeah.

---

Well, that's finished. The woman who cherished
her suffering is dead. I am her descendant.
I love the scar-tissue she handed on to me,
but I want to go on from here with you
fighting the temptation to make a career of pain.

-VIII, Twenty-One Love Poems

No comments:

Post a Comment