I won't be vacant anymore, I won't be waiting anymore

I been posting nothing but selfies and vague trash lately, so here's some actual content.

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1. Buy fancy bulk spices.
2. Spill Cayenne Pepper all over hand.
3. Think "should wash hand."
4. Immediately rub eyes instead.

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Today, I am spending indulgently. So far that has consisted of working out as long as I wanted, cleaning, running errands, taking a long shower, and briefly having the most intense panic attack I've had since high school. (Don't judge, different indulgent strokes for different folks.Yes, and a little of that too.) I bought the most beautiful dress: deep blue french silk, size 2. (I am typing the size because dress sizes are about the only way any tall girl gets to feel petite.) I also bought paper towels, a laundry basket, some organizing boxes, a green wool work dress, a lamp, and some rose-colored paint to paint said lamp. (It's a shitty fake plasticy wood base.) I had coffee for breakfast, an apple, a banana, and a granola bar for lunch, and for dinner, I am making my bachelor self butterfly rice and sprouted beans with vegetables with a cucumber martini if I'm good.

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I wonder if skiing would be fun. I used to really like it. I bet it would be good exercise.

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Mead progress--an old picture, but I wanted to show off. Next batch is ready to start on: 1 Gallon of Rosemary Thistle.

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POST DINNER EDIT: 

I call this meal: Don't Wake the Dragon.

Because the dragon in this case has had a lot of healthy proteins and good fats and fine gift vodka and is spoiling for a little adventure.