What a day, huh? I didn't sleep well; something seems to be badly wrong with Bailey and she spends most of the nights now screaming and howling. The vet tomorrow for sure. I also had bad dreams and managed to somehow open my shampoo in such a way that a big drop of it glurped up and landed directly in my eyeball. My eye is... burned? Or something. And it's been bothering me all day. 

Work was shitty, the grits were ruined, and the land lady texted again with more house developments. I wish I was a smarter person and knew more about buying a house. I really don't know shit. There might even be a closing date now, but I just feel slightly panicked like there's so much more I need to understand first. I'm falling down a hill of dumbness and just hoping I don't hit a rock. I want to be at the point where this feeling exciting, proud, and thrilling, but I think I'm still eying up the drop. 

Well. I made shrimp fajitas for dinner. I spent most of this evening trying to clean up the awful mess I'd made of the spare room downstairs over the last camping trip, food stores, Christmas decorations, and my general clutter. But now I just want to curl up on the couch with the dog and watch something stupid on TV. I hope I'm sent a good dream tonight. The cat is outside, begging to come in.