making me want to stop

...but the other option Longstreet obviously didn't consider was the "over-analyze these things, think about nothing else, cry your eyes out, then put on some makeup and go to Walmart to buy a trashcan" route. I think I'm all used up on the whole dignity high road.

On the other hand, if you'd like, I have a long scene I just finished. I thought about posting it up here, since maybe I'd like to go back and read my Nithavellir therapy story some day, like when I can look back and laugh at how stupid I was

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