I never really thought of the cat brothel as beautiful, but gosh, the way that the ceramic tiles seem to glow in the snow light. 

I deleted my other post because blah blah blah I was in a bad mood, I'm occasionally annoyed by my good and well-meaning friends, and I feel isolated and insane, what's new? As usual, I woke up and felt better - perhaps aided in part by a really nice little dream I had that made me feel soft and a little warm. 

It's cold today, I'll have to bundle up for my run. I think I'm going to take some of the afternoon off and try to catch up on a few errands. I wish I had something bright, interesting, or funny to say. I do feel like my last few months of posts on this thing have been shit shows, and I'm not really so boring as all that. (She wrote to convince herself, with a note of desperate pleading.)